More on Ascent and Descent, Karma

The idea is of: Ascent and Descent. 

# Descent into the world ------ Ascent into spirit

# Birth is descent of spirit ------ Death is ascent of spirit

# Inbreath brings spirit in ------ Outbreath empties out for the next draw

# Inbreath = Birth ----- Outbreath = Death

The instrument keeps rejuvenating itself in a pulse flow.

The breath, the heart beat, the sexual cadence...

Its all the same principle = expansion-contraction, in-out.

So the principle is simple.

Whatever we invest in, during descent, consciously or unconsciously,

Gets imbued with our energy.

And now moonlights itself out even after the withdrawal of our real desire/ongoing investment.

Our bodies are like capacitors.

Like day and night,

Our higher self, the sun, the source, charges the lower freqs with life.
Then as per the cycle, there is the night period,

Where all the stored energies glow from their stored sunlight and discharge themselves into total darkness,

Where we empty ourselves for the next influx.

So the avastha/condition/state we reach just before the sleep of death carries itself forward into the next spirit influx,

Forming the seed for the next lifetime day.

Death is the emptying-out-return process at night of all that was powered up by the sunlight in the day.

So this process inexorably continues until enlightenment where our higher being wakes up to its own nature.

So how much of consciousness do you bring to each birth is the DP (development potential).

My dependence on the world is 0.

This world is not the source of anything.

It contains stored source energy of various kinds though- some more than others.

And things of the world may need these stored forms like food etc.

But the real true original source can be accessed only within.

This influx of spirit into matter is what we call karma - conscious or unconscious.

The more consciously we do karma - the greater is the involvement of spirit in these processes.

The essence of all experience is put out by us - the manifestation of what stored potentials in our seed.

Some have a light karmic load ----vs---- Some have a heavy karmic load.

Every experience leaves some residue.

So a great immense amount of experience/karma bestows enormous wisdom and access powers.

So like sg says, it is the way "YOU" hold it.

Firstly it requires transcendence, then using the intelligence from that space,

You foray into the karma to do something cool for yourself and others.

What goes out to others is what overflows from what you do to yourself first.

Like sg said, you have to consecrate yourself first, then you can consecrate others or other things.

To be a full embodiment is primary before it can be passed on to another.

You must be a recipient of the blue fires and completely bathe in them.

Then you can pass on the blue fires to those who come to you seeking it.

Why Brahmans are the highest caste

The 4 castes: Why is Brahman considered the highest caste:

Brahman (monks/sages/rishis) - investment in brahma/higher realities

Kshatriya (warriors, rulers) - investment in the whole tribe/nation/kingdom etc.

Vaishya (business) - investment in the business

Shudra (manual labor) - investment is only himself and hourly labor

Placing 2 feet on 3 chairs of Deep sleep, Dream, and Waking

The moot reason for the difference between me and others:

What they consider is real, I consider as unreal.

What I consider as unreal, they consider is as real.

180 deg Reversal of reality hierarchy:

Consciousness-Mind/Dream-Body ------ Body-Mind/Dream-Consciousness

Take 3 chairs: Deep sleep - Dream - Waking (descending order of profoundness of experience)

One foot in deep sleep (weighted foot) - One foot in dream = That is me. 

The deep sleep is the one that conveys the oneness of everything.

I receive the pragyna from there and translate it into talks/writing/posts - the symbolic dream realm etc.

My creativity moves from "receiving the insight -> translating it into symbolic expression".

It is the process of any unconstrained artist = Like an assembly line, I receive the insights/visions and pass it over to intellectuals(philosophic kind). That is the role I play.

If the weighted foot is on dream and the other is on waking - Then the person is called a dreamer/philosopher/thinker/theorizer.

If the weighted foot is on waking and the other is on dream - Then the person is called a scientist, bringing down their faculties to manifest in this plane of what we call the world/physical existence.

Note:

Constrained creativity = Creativity serving specific decided upon predefined goals.

Unconstrained creativity = The goals are shaped by what is received from unconditional openness.

The 5 mother-father concepts

The 5 concepts:

The world is the mother ---- The mind is the father.

The mind is the mother ------ The sun/awareness is the father.

The self is the mother ------ The world is the father.

Creation is the mother ------ Unmanifest God is the father

The right brain is the mother ----- The left brain is the father.

The resultant of all the constructive-destructive forces till now

I am the sum-total and resultant effect,

Of all the constructive and destructive forces that have forged me till now.

# Starting from the genetic raw-material potential programs in the egg, 

# Then all of the cons-destr forces in the womb,

# Then the cons-destr forces in the formation years of different bodies.

The physical-[emotional-sexual-social]-mental-[higher intellectual]-shunya shareers.

From age 0-7, 7-14, 14-21, 21-28, 28-35.

The salt-doll that has accumulated and burning up by dissolving in the ocean of life as I move through it.

The descent: Is the congealing/coagulation/densifying of energy.
The ascent: Is the and dissolving/dispersion/rarifying of this energy.
The absolute puts out various bodies in its descent,

And dissolves everything back up in its ascent journey.

Circuits of motivation

If we are like capacitor-nodes in a network,
Does motivation come from the network?
By tapping into currents-flows in the collective conscious-unconscious?
So isolation would mean the node will deplete itself from its stored-charges?
Is this what we call karma?
But would it not also gather fresh charge from the environ it is in?

Recovery pattern for various substances

Hangover recovery pattern for:

MJ, Shrooms, LSD, MDMA, Alcohol = 5 full days

Day 1 = Afterglow

Day 2 = Most down

Day 3 = down

Day 4 = down

Day 5 = down

***

Day 6 = Spring back

The 3 orientations of mind

The 3 orientations of mind.

Mind - Physical = Tamas = Out and down = Control/Shaping

Mind - Mind = Rajas = Straight = Exchange/Transactional

Mind - Above = Sattva = In and up = Insight/Reception

Yin and Yang adjustment of energies

The environ and others around,

All play yin and yang within me.

When the outside is subtler than me,

I become yang and pour outward.

When the outside is grosser than me,

I become yin and go inward.

These are the 2 expressions.
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What do I have to offer to the vacuum?

All of myself.

Is there a place on earth that is quieter than I am?

Winds gravitate from high pressure to low pressure.

Similarly for me to gravitate to something,

That environ or other needs to be lower pressure than me.

So the insight is that:

# I gravitate to someone who is subtler than me to the extent of subtlety.

# Others gravitate to me to the degree they are grosser than me.

This is the high and low pressure of energy (just like air).

***

How much you absorb from the environ,

Depends on how yin or yang you are.

In the right environ you have to be yin.

In a corrupt or bad environ you have to be yang.
And you have to be Yang to the extent of grossness in that environ/other.

Being yin in a bad environ is going to let that all into you.

Being yang in a good environ means you won't receive any of the goodness.

Maybe that is why Sg is totally Yang when dealing with the outside?
He is probably as Yang as needed depending on who or what environ he is dealing with.
And he is as Yin as needed depending on how much is good to receive from the other or the environ.

He is only fully yin and receiving in the purest of places.

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Similarly, I am always yang with JB, never yin,

Because else I will receive their grosser freqs.

The right way would be if JB gravitate to me,

And subtleize themselves and use me for their growth.
That is the correct relation.

But they have not really discerned that that is what they want.
They are still lost and mad in their own nonsense,

Misdriven and misguided going round and round or beating themselves on dead ends.

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So what follows is a clear principle.

A very Yin person must be in sheltered nice environ cloister, 

Because all of it is going to be absorbed.

A very Yang person can live in any environ,

Because they are not going to absorb anything, they will only emit.
The environ will deal and react to what they emit.
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The yin and yang must be calibrated and adapted to every person and environ.

Be open and remain open to what you want.

Be closed and remain closed to what you don't want.

This is the energy calibration.