Friday, June 24, 2022

The 2 broad mindsets

The 2 broad mindsets:
All value lies outside, I must acquire it ----vs---- All value lies inside, I must preserve it.
Desire to acquire -----vs----- Desire to preserve.
Lack/Attachment to outside/Anger at withholders/Fear of losing opportunity/Control of others -----vs----- Attachment to inside/Anger at users/Fear of losing acquired/Self-Control.
Gravity lying outside (outward pull) ----vs----- Gravity lying inside(inward pull).

Saturday, June 18, 2022

Perceptual defense vs Perceptual openness

Perceptual defense = resisting/avoiding/preventing perception at all.
Difference between:
The ego controlling perception ----vs---- The perception dissolving ego.
Every perception should change your structure ----vs---- You changing every perception to suit your structure (gas-lighting, manipulation, agenda-serving).
Every perception should change you totally. 

Does the future forward your expectations or defy it?

Every experience creates an expectation,
The next experience is then measured and judged against this?
The transition from high to low and low to high.
Low to high is pleasure, high to low is frustration.
Because there is an association/identity/attachment to the high. 

Tuesday, June 14, 2022

The dream layer of reality becoming alive

The [dream layer, interpretation matrix, meaning layer of reality, context layer, intention layer],
Keeps morphing and warping itself.
That is alive and changing.

Like how the Seattle Sky/Aakash is more alive, 
Therefore much more changing, 
While other skies aren't as alive, 
And look constant as a result.

When something is alive, 
It changes/morphs a lot more.
It is not that for others this dream layer is fully dead,
It is just much less alive.
It is not hot enough to sublimate to another state,
Like from moving water to transforming it to another state of freedom like vapor.

So this Taijasa dimension being alive in me, 
The pragnya/knowing/shining that this is a dream is self-manifest.
The access of myriad potentials appearing and disappearing.
Unchained free imagination.
The higher the frequency/aliveness = The greater the emptiness.

The shifting context reminds me of [imaginations, dreams, and psychedelics].
When imagination is not alive, 
It freezes context, meaning, value, intentions, that membrane or matrix, the lens.
Here that itself becomes infused with life,
Immediately collapsing the somewhat hardened dream/imagined situation as only its possibility.
It is that high freq reality life, in a higher vibration.
I feel it as simply the higher dimension,
The screen getting alive and getting freed from its hardened fixed context.
So the truth will shine self-evidently like LSD = Only the dream is real, I am spirit.

There is only the dream, and the specific dream was only one of its forms.
You become the dream stuff itself, the space of imagination, I am the power of "imagination" dawns.
It also collapses the notion of reality of all that was experienced earlier,
Just like watching the screen shift its image, makes you realize the screen is not the image, and is not only independent from it, it has the potential power to show any image.

One rises above all of what is felt as reality, like flying on a magic carpet, 
Seeing grand vistas and the greater context/deeper meaning/vastness of everything while flying.
This ability to rise above the mundane hard reality depends on the quality of life force you are able to receive/channel, and on many other conditions.

The realization that dawns is that: There is only the dream. There is only imagination. All is that.
Reality is simply the fire of life playing as and through all kinds of forms.
There is the realization that, you are not in the world, but rather the world is dreamed through you,
And how vast and free this dream is, depends upon the quality of the life force/spirit/fire powering it.

The different dimensions:
The LIGHT.
The causal deep sleep state layer = Pragnya-Ishwara
The subtle astral dream state layer = Taijasa-Hiranyagarba
The gross physical waking state layer = Viswa-Virat

Thursday, June 9, 2022

Physical and relational ownership/occupation

Just like physical ownership/possession difference between one to one,
There is also relationship ownership/possession difference between one and one.
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Physical occupation on land, 
Relational occupation in psychic space.
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So just like you can have physical poverty,
You can have relational poverty too.
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Just like there is free money to buy things,
There is also relational power to forge relations. 

I desire understanding

I do not want validation,
I want the validation that comes as a byproduct of understanding.
Else ppl give validation pretending to understand, when they actually don't.
So what I desire is actual understanding. 

The different dimensions of time

The different dimensions of time:
Social time = KG/Elementary, Primary School, Secondary school, College, Work, Retirement
Biological time = Childhood, Teenage, Early adulthood, Middle adulthood, Older adulthood
Astrological time = The astrological chart, Mahadashas-Antardashas
Cosmological time = Moon cycles, Sun cycles, Earth cycles (Seasons)
Psychological time = Subjective direct experience of time
Chronological time = Clock time

Reward measurement

Reward is for the thing itself when interested. Reward is otherwise measured in terms of cost paid for the things that one is eventually int...