Impermanence as a constant call to live fully and complete with everything

Ultimately this whole life is about the loss of everything,

So complete with everything everyday as much as possible.

Living fully is the only way out of the threat of impermanence of everything.

The living fully is just an ongoing principle,

That keeps endlessly deepening,

From the realization of the extent of impermanence.

This full living just naturally happens when the sheer extent of impermanence is understood.

There is a tremendous urgency.

Even atoms do not stay the same even for a split second.

One never steps in the same river twice, not even once in fact.

It is all continuously changing and moving blur.

Fear is of something being taken away from us prematurely before we completed with it.

Who will be attracted to me?

Ppl who want to transcend and vanish would be attracted to me.

The journey from something -> nothing, from gross -> subtle.

Hate/Refund vs Investment

Hatred is the process of removing awareness-energy from something.

Love is the process of investing awareness-energy into something.

Hatred is also when there is an unforeseen snubbing that happens.

When a denial happens of something you feel is natural/normal/expected/cool/entitled/deserved.

Because you want to quickly get a refund,

You want to pull back all your money out and leave.

When the person fully becomes unconscious, the job of hatred is complete.

Hating the world means I want to withdraw my awareness-consciousness-energy out of it.

Like Shiva swallowing up creation back into nothingness.

How does one pull back, all the energy put out in the world, and turn it to journey upwards.

Pratyahara.

The quest to reach Samadhi is what I am doing all the time.

The whole hatred disgust towards everything is the movement of withdrawal of energy,

The sea-line receding in the shore.

The pull back to source, is experienced as the reverse of attraction to the world,

It is a pull away from the world, so the world is seen as the repelled object.

Pravritti -----vs----- Nivritti

Foray into the world ---vs---- Retreat away from the world

If life is a dream, all causes are only apparent causes

All causes are only apparent causes in a dream.

The props do not matter as much, 

They are only the messengers/puppets executing the theme in your experience for you.

It could through anyone or just happening from no visible cause too.

Ultimately, the whole experience is what counts.

My Highest Values

-- Minimalism (keeping only what is consciously used or enjoyed as much as possible)

-- Sustainability (lifestyle should work in longer scales)

-- Inclusion (efforts/orientation to benefit all beings)

-- Bigger picture thinking (assessing far-reaching consequences for oneself, others, and environ)

-- Ahimsa (minimization of unnecessary violence)

-- Enlightenment/Moksha as the top purpose.

-- Creativity Expression (art, dance, music, photography etc.), blog insights

-- Tracking/Logging: Blogging, logging/tracking all activities.

-- Past reflections: Revisiting the past to learn deeply from experiences.

-- Completion: Completion of all runas with others as far as possible

-- Independence: Making full effort oneself first, then seeking help only if needed. Where everything is driven by me first.

-- Justice: Balancing the scales

Advice to myself

My advice to myself:

Stay ultra-flexible, adaptable, bendable, mutable, like water or even air.

Nothing should be static or stuck. All dynamic and agile.

I am none of any of this, statics or dynamics.

The whole thing must be handled to the peak of my intelligence.

Never conclude anything, there is simply endless revelation and renewal.

I am an eternal warrior. 

Becoming is always happening

Becoming something ----vs---- Becoming nothing (unbecoming)

Integration (increasing, maintaining) ----vs---- Disintegration (decreasing)

Motor-on (speeding up or steady) ----vs---- Motor-off (winding down motor)

Particularized/Concentrated/Specialized ----vs---- Dissolved/Spread-out/Universalized

Order (increasing order) ----vs---- Chaos (decreasing order)

When I am there, God is not ----vs----When I am not, God is.

Srishti -> Stithi -> Laya = Cycles of creation-preservation-destruction.

Cardinal -> Fixed -> Dual signs

Creation effort (facilitate the ushering) -> Running effort (facilitate the daily running) -> Managing effort (facilitate the return)

There is no death if seen from a broader perspective.

Just like there is no day or night from the heliocentric perspective.

What is called death is only the transition of life-experience from one dimension to another.

Every loss is a gain of something else.

Every gain is a loss of something else.

One is always "This".

There is no This and That.

There is only This and This.

This is the non-dual seeing.

One never steps in the same river twice.

One does not even step in the same river once.

There is emptiness/change through and through.

One is that nothing/emptiness in which all is changing.

One is that omnipotent screen of experience, in which all the movies/illusions/dreams of life play.

All vairagya is simply by keenly observing impermanence and the perceptionflow.

This is a fractal holographic dream.

Where every living being experiences as per his accumulations/filters/conditionings.

The Paramartik -> lensed to Vyavaharik -> lensed to Pratibhasik.