The resultant of all the constructive-destructive forces till now

I am the sum-total and resultant effect,

Of all the constructive and destructive forces that have forged me till now.

# Starting from the genetic raw-material potential programs in the egg, 

# Then all of the cons-destr forces in the womb,

# Then the cons-destr forces in the formation years of different bodies.

The physical-[emotional-sexual-social]-mental-[higher intellectual]-shunya shareers.

From age 0-7, 7-14, 14-21, 21-28, 28-35.

The salt-doll that has accumulated and burning up by dissolving in the ocean of life as I move through it.

The descent: Is the congealing/coagulation/densifying of energy.
The ascent: Is the and dissolving/dispersion/rarifying of this energy.
The absolute puts out various bodies in its descent,

And dissolves everything back up in its ascent journey.