Deep fulfillment and Devotion are the same

Deep fulfillment = Surrender = Devotion = Openness = Happiness = Deep satisfaction = Gratitude = Gentleness = Highest state of heart.

Some general insights

# Learning vs Judging

One cannot learn when judging ---vs----- One cannot judge when learning.

# Seeing comes from the desire underneath.

We see from desire.
# Different reasons for my situation:

- Choosing a foreign mother/family, for transcendence, like how swetaketu was sent to rear 400 cows to forget everything and become presence.

- Past and prebirth initiations into other worldly experiences, that sets the stage for longing/seeking in this birth.

- Samsara [Creation-Maintenance-Destruction]-Deliverance-Liberation = The deliverance being the orthogonal direction similar to the 2-D card creature being tossed up by the 3-D creature.

- It could be just the amount of experience-time, that evolves the being, to the state where he desires liberation.

Like how thermodynamics etc. may become interesting only to the 20+ year old vs the 5year old.

That concept will not even appeal to the 5 year old most likely.

- Like a nine month baby is filling and stretching on the limitations of the womb.

While the fetus is floating right in the middle. Far from it feeling confining, it feels vast.

# I enjoy all the things that I enjoy here.

I only resent the limitations. 

The 4 degrees of freedom: Solid, Liquid, Gas, Plasma

The 4 degrees of freedom: By supplying more energy to a system, it gets freed:

# Solid = fixed mass shape volume, fixed lattice

# Liquid = fixed mass volume, free shape, molecule sheets sliding over each other

# Gas = fixed mass, changing volume and shape, molecules moving away from each other

# Plasma = intra-atom ionization, freed electrons, while expanding the electrons may lose energy and once again fall into usual gas atoms. So plasma then would be very close to the source of higher energy only surrounding it.