Some general insights

# Learning vs Judging

One cannot learn when judging ---vs----- One cannot judge when learning.

# Seeing comes from the desire underneath.

We see from desire.
# Different reasons for my situation:

- Choosing a foreign mother/family, for transcendence, like how swetaketu was sent to rear 400 cows to forget everything and become presence.

- Past and prebirth initiations into other worldly experiences, that sets the stage for longing/seeking in this birth.

- Samsara [Creation-Maintenance-Destruction]-Deliverance-Liberation = The deliverance being the orthogonal direction similar to the 2-D card creature being tossed up by the 3-D creature.

- It could be just the amount of experience-time, that evolves the being, to the state where he desires liberation.

Like how thermodynamics etc. may become interesting only to the 20+ year old vs the 5year old.

That concept will not even appeal to the 5 year old most likely.

- Like a nine month baby is filling and stretching on the limitations of the womb.

While the fetus is floating right in the middle. Far from it feeling confining, it feels vast.

# I enjoy all the things that I enjoy here.

I only resent the limitations.