My mind is constantly yo-yoing and bordering between the "consensus SOC sanity" and "millions of other SOCs".
The more alone I am, the more difficult it sometimes gets to stay in consensus SOC.
What I realize is like what AP said, madness is not actually madness but it is a departure from the consensus SOC configuration with the inability to switch back at will or at least recreate the appearance convincingly.
It is as though my mind is bursting out with infinite potentials of configs of being,
While there is fear whenever there is a large enough departure from consensus or ability to come back to consensus on demand.
Survival concerns (maintaining linkage with the group) restrict the exploration greatly.
Even the mere presence of others around with them knowing me, roots my mind to some extent into consensus.
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