The action of life manifesting vs. reactive defensiveness manifesting

Rather than becoming what the human society wants me to be,

I want to become what life within me wants to be.

Action is a mixture of: [Pure action of life] and [Reaction/Defensive action to protect things that life would otherwise take away].

Giving up all illusions and dropping into the flow of actual life, makes you a pure channel of the life river.

The defensive action is to protect some illusion, that is some part of the river of life that you are trying to solidify or concretize, like a plastic flower.

Quell the violence within you, to see the peace outside you

All Severity = Severance.

Both cutting off someone and aggressively pursuing someone are forms of violence.

What has to come will come, what has to go will go.

All denial and refusal is violence too.

All separateness and specific limited identification is violence too.

All exclusion is violence.

Live with ease and awareness. 

There is no hurry or haste for anything.

Focus on what you desire, and the rest will simply rearrange itself.

Whether you do it yourself or have a master do it for you, hardly matters.

You are moving towards your longing, that is the only thing that matters.

Let everything be the stepping stone to that inexhorable longing.

Others can only give me what I am ready to give myself.

Others can only take from me, what they are ready to receive themselves.

All relationship/interaction is a bi-directional symbiotism.

You receive what you judge you deserve to receive.

You give what you deem others' deserve.

Cutting others off is no different from cutting yourself off.

It is all a form of extremism, splitting of polarity, and violence.

Quell the violence within you, then you will stop experiencing it outside too. 

The Self and the Outside are mirrors of each other.

You only ever experience your own state of being.

Viruses, Cancer, and Autoimmune Diseases

3 sister concepts:

Virus, Cancer, Autoimmune diseases.

Cell Memory, Cell Intelligence, Cell Energy.

Intelligence = Process, Dynamics

Memory = Information, Code, DNA, Blueprint

Energy = Prana, Life

Virus = The cellular memory corruption program.

Exactly like a computer virus = Which is a bundle of memory/code, that hacks/infects the host, and uses the host's life-intelligence-process to do its bidding.
Thereafter when the infected cell reproduces, the dysfunction is reproduced.

The general intelligence of the body may then decide to eliminate these cells by withdrawing life force to them and letting them die, and excrete them out of the system.

Some questions:

What are viruses?

Do Viruses  have 'life'?

Are they material at all? 

Do they have a definite size and shape? 

Are they contained in a certain volume of space?

Are they like ghosts waiting for a host to take life out of?

Do they have a will and intelligence of their own, like a bacterial organism?

If they are purely passive and a defined object in space, then what transports/spreads them from host to host?

How do they enter the host and invade the cells?

Where do viruses come from? 

How much of them is present on earth?

How ubiquitous are they?

Do they mutate and evolve?

What is the difference between getting affected by a toxin vs. a virus?

Polarity of independence and dependence

The fear is of getting stuck in being dependent or independent, 

The fear of getting stuck in the other extreme.

It is not very different from good-evil, right-wrong, and so on.

Dependent-Independent is also one such duality/duel.

The good is obsessed with the evil, 

The right is obsessed with the wrong.

Similarly the pain point is mostly the opposite polarity trying to invade itself upon one.

Fully experiencing both with intensity will liberate you.

Often the inability/failure/suffering of handling one extreme, 

Creates the need for the "other compensatory extreme" as a the denial of the former and as an insulation away from it.

But then whatever is denied within us, gets projected outside to the next rung, 

And then we keep attracting the opposite from the outside because we are unable to own that need within us.

What is within us, but projected outside, makes us attracted to that in the outside.

Because the psyche is in the quest for wholeness, so it wants everything.

It is therefore out-sourced to the outside, and then we feel a need to keep the opposite polarity as near to us as we can bear.

So the distance between you and that quality you desire, is exactly calibrated to the extent you can bear it.

For the hyper independent, the need is for others who need them.

For the hyper dependent, the need is to need others. 

Our own need disowned is outsourced to the other.

In our consciousness we experience the other person's quality fully, as fully as our own, 

But we need them to "own it and take responsibility for it" ,

Because we are unwilling and averse to owning that, 

Because that quality would have hurt us in the past,

Or would have been our point of powerlessness and failure (in our history).