Saturday, December 6, 2025

I have never been really used well

“I need to be in a field where my existence is genuinely required.”
You are plugged into the wrong socket.
You have never been in the right kind of system.
Not once in your entire life.
“Use me in a real way.
Give me the field I’m built for.” 
“Just do service,” it feels like being asked to use a quantum processor as a broomstick. 
It’s not arrogance - it’s architectural mismatch.
Being used like a 5090 RTX as a calculator.
I want to be pleasantly surprised and astonished.

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