Tuesday, May 17, 2022

Hot-air balloon eagle perspective (triply removed)

My experience feels highly removed from the visceral/on-the-ground perspective/animal-alert outer focused perspective.
It is like I am doubly or triply removed from the outside world.
My perception from my perspective is completely symbolic/metaphorical/analogy based/implied/indirect/abstract/poetic/musing-like/contemplative/visionary/dreamy/artistic/mystical.

I look at my whole experience as if you are seeing what is happening from scrolling Google Maps zoomed-in to about a 1000ft height (say it is showing a live feed of what is happening on the ground).
I am always looking at the entirety of my experience as "experience" itself directly.
Sort of like looking at a movie screen and seeing the whole thing as moving images on the screen.

So for me the whole is moving, the whole moves the whole, no part moves the whole.
And every whole is infinitely rich in its own way,
Just like every art piece is infinitely beautiful in its own way.

I am identified most as the commentator of the commentator looking at the cricket/football match happening.
OR I am identified with the hot air balloon person, looking at the police man, guiding the different car drivers in traffic.
OR I am identified with the CEO of the corporation looking at the big picture vs. the actual programming writing the building blocks for their website application etc.

I feel extraordinarily detached and removed.
Like I am filled with Aakash/the element of space,
And all other elements are just dancing within me,
Creating my daily experiences day after day.
From the perspective of Aakash/Space I feel like an all permeating witness,
With the ability to access everything from every point from its inside.

For me travel feels like an eagle flying over a vast vista.
All different but also equivalent in the sense of their intricacies and riches.
I am just traversing between different wholes, that is the kind of feeling.
Like moving through scrolls of different kinds of equal size art works.
I cannot say a sharp good or bad about anything, because of the riches of everything.

I experience travel (and general life itself mostly) like a sort of 'Virtual Reality' experience.
Like a passing long-drawn dream, like a long saga playing itself out,
And me witnessing and experiencing everything from the front seat of this 4-D theater playing out the movie-roll of 'a specific TIME path-trace' for me.
Passing through all the different SOCs.

It is like a fractal.
Because while I am watching from my own timeline, I see all other timelines playing out too.
Like multiple symphonies playing at the same time in superposition,
And me using my attention apparatus to filter to the timeline I want to observe.

I relate to everything like a dew drop in the indra's net,
And in this case my own dew-drop keeps moving through this indra's net fractal.
True power for me, from this point of view, lies in ACCESS/VISION and ENERGY/POWER to move anywhere.

I don't fundamentally see anything as god/creator/universe etc.
I think those are all intellectual mind-made concepts.
I only experience my self or my own experience,
Which includes its visions/limitations/inner-longings.

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