DNOS = Dark night of the heart = Dark night of Love.
Losing interest in the creation, and movement towards creator.
A deep hollowing out and loss of interest, withdrawal of cathexis/prana causing the unbecoming of all that was previously held in identity.
It is an identity dissolution and identity unbecoming and identity subtleization.
It puts everything into a limbo, bardo, liminal state,
Where one just witnesses the unfoldment of the process of sublimation/transmutation, almost like a rapid decay timelapse.
Where once alive seeds are burnt up and only their dried remains remain.
Living through decay, rotting, putrefaction, digestion, burning up with fire of various seeds/trees/plants that were previously fed with cathexis/prana.
It is the identity level cymatics, of identity moving up to a higher freq and moving into subtler planes, identity elevation
The time when one keeps on living getting randomly/meaninglessly buffeted and slapped around by life.
It is the fading-out of the prior existence.
It is dissolution into a higher solvent.
It is transformation of the entire being.
It is not for any reason, but trans-reason, for its own sake, the playout of the deepest longing.
It is the turning away from the world, and turning inward towards the source.
It is also the stress and pain of all that is clung onto in the world outside that stops this movement.
It is the return journey to source.
It is the separation of the soul/spirit from the body/ego identity.
All movement then is only driven by faith/longing, and not by reason.
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