The play of the millions of chemicals and neurotransmitters is 'experience'

Capacity for sublime enjoyment ----and---- Capacity for sublime suffering.

It is all in the consciousness and its refine-ness.

It is basically how the "consciousness light" shines "through" my "millions of neurotransmitters and organic chemicals"

It depends on my instrument and what influences I hone into.

Those continuously flowing/shifting "millions of neurotransmitters chemicals" (MoNC) form the screen images/experience.

The potential for all experience then is within the body.

The field moves the body.

The body is like a receiver/receptacle for universal influences.

This experience is what I call 'feels'.

Surrender all memory back to the field, into expansion, into the higher frequency.

Experiencing and the willingness to experience itself is a sublimation.

Karma has to be experienced, released, and thereby sublimated.

First I become a universal finest solvent myself, then my capability to dissolve anything becomes supreme - which would put me in the class of 'dissolver'.

The experience food that you have taken has to be digested/processed.

The physicality and mentality is from the whirlpools and tornados forming in the river and the winds of Mahakala.

I needed to spawn here and get a body-mind setup - now I'll focus only on my true desires - to complete with everything and everyone here.

Sadhana paadam (the seeking/striving/adventure) -> Kaivalya paadam (enjoyment of the fruits)

Whatever is good enriching for life is good/right.

Whatever is bad diminishing for life is bad/wrong.