Dealing with dissociated fragment-identified people

The thing with X is, she is living in some dissociated ideal. 

So it is mostly self abandonment in shame, 

But that abandoned self will put its hooks on me, 

Expecting me to intuit and fulfill those parts. 

It stay dormant, but the pressures keep building.

When the pain gets too high, 

Suddenly she will identify with that part,

And then it will project and attack me, because it believes I am responsible.

This is what was happening with Y too. 

Y was trying to be ideal, but suddenly the other part of her would take over and lash out. 

And then after the episode once again Y would return to the old identification (which I like).

Even X and Z go through these different possessions.

They have MPD, multiple personality disorders.

So it appears I am talking to one person, but there are many others behind who can suddenly come forward and start ruling the entity.

And then the primary one will come back, with an amnesia of whatever happened.

So there is no central I, but many Is, that do not talk to each other.

So they are fragmented and not whole.

And my relationship is not just to the visible overt person, but to all the fragments, because there is no central ruler. That ruler can be easily displaced for the other ones.

That is why usually I map out all the personas. And my dealing with each of them is empty.

Because they are literally different people packed into the same body.

It is dealing with madness because there are multiple Is, taking the throne, and there is an underground algorithm that decides which one takes the throne when and in what circumstance.

So my dealing is with that obscure shadow intelligence.

I usually like one part of them, and detest the other parts (which are vile vindictive projecting and in primitive states).

This is what gives me the depressive position, that the good and bad are mixed into the same object, and I have no control over when it is good and when it is going to be bad.