Multiple personalities, Being real, Determinants of Karma, Heaven and Hell

On multiple personalities, not having a king, central governance, a single identity.

It requires decision and commitment and deepening to find the real diamond in the rough and develop it to the king.

J is not psychologically born in a way, individuation has not yet happened.

The intelligence is still sifting running through multiple personalities from the archetypal plane.

The ego inundated in the archetypal plane is madness.

She has still not emerged out of the archetypal plane and is still living in the underworld like ISIS.

And the intelligence that is super-seeing these Is is still unconscious, almost asleep.

It is like dreaming, swept with the tides of the external circumstances.

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All the madness I encounter is from the mother ISIS = The underworld.

Because the mother opens up the world.

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It is easy to make a fake diamond, easy to cut it into the right shape, and make it look like a real diamond by adding foils etc.

But the real diamond is an inside out job.

To even make the diamond in the rough takes a long time.

Even if I am a tiny diamond, and the other is a big polished glass one with foil etc. 

My worth is 1000x times more.

Because whatever mess I am, I am real.

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Gyana + Intention = Karma/Effects.

So Gyana is what I work on everyday = To remove my ignorance. 

And to attune with higher and higher more fundamental realities.

And Intention is also something I refine/hone/allow.

I work on whatever I have [access+acceptance].

Access is to see. Something I always have to a much greater degree. 

Acceptance is from the other's receptivity/willingness = from seeing my real intention (working with me vs. somebody else) + when they reach a stage where such a work seems appealing in the first place (where such a work becomes relevant to them). This is the difficult part.

So I am working inside an Aladdin's lamp in a compressed space, with pressure created by all the resistances of other people.

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The heavens and hells are enjoyed and suffered, 

For the good and bad karmas/kriyas performed.

The deeper/finer the work = the deeper the karma also.

Because one is working with the finest mechanics/causing the finest possibilities.

The heavens and hells are relative to the subtlety of your energy.

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I universalize all of my personal experiences, 
By translating it into universal/collective symbols, using symbolic language.